skeygeta , 23

every touch that we make
feels like another mistake
for you easy to take
but for me it's like i'd break

every smile that you show
says we're friends, nothing more
but when i see you with men
slowly drives me insane

i catched you anytime you fell
you always belonged to someone else
how can i stand the way u treat me
drive me to melancholy

i keep you as my secret key
to the love i'll never reach
know, that we're never meant to be
so i keep on faking

i keep you as my secret key
to the love i'll never reach
know, that we're never meant to be
so i keep on faking friends

every night when i dream
it's only you that i see
but you don't know anything
'bout my feelings within

when u look at me now
u see a friend and somehow
i know thats the only way
making you stay with me

tell me the things u never told a soul
i held u in my arms when u cried and thought
how can i stand the way u treat me
drive me to melancholy

i keep you as my secret key
to the love i'll never reach
know that, we*re never meant to be
so i keep on faking

i keep you as my secret key
to the love i'll never reach
know, that we*re never meant to be

so i keep on faking friends

 

finally i wih u would be mine

someday, somehow, life d' just be fine

how could i stand with this dream

driving to melancholy

 

i keep u as my secret key

to the love i wanna reach

hope, someday we are meant to be

and i can stop faking friends

jetz da du fort bist
vermisse ich dich nicht
jetzt da du hier bist
will ich dich nicht
doch willst du gehen, halte ich dich fest
und sagst du nur auf wiedersehen
versiegle ich deine lippen mit einem kuss
es ist ein spiel, ein bittersüßes
meine bittersüße melancholie

ich gebe dir zu viel um zu gehen
und zu wenig
als dass es zum bleiben reicht
du bist nicht mehr als luft für mich
und doch brauche ich luft zum atmen
du bleibst ein schatten
und jetzt da du verletzt bist
lächle ich nur
es bleibt ein spiel, ein bittersüßes
meine bittersüße melancholie

jetzt da du hasst,
will ich dich lieben
jetzt da du liebst
wende ich mich ab
dein herz liegt in scherben
dein verstand droht zu bersten
du siehst nur die unschuld
und nicht wer ich bin
es ist mein spiel, ein bittersüßes
deine bittersüße melancholie

 

 

-= Rape =-

 

my breath goes hard and painfullfast,

the sweat is cold since it last

 ~~~

the beats against my chest would KILL me

i tell my heart, please stop to drill me

 ~~~

my lips are dry because of fears

the searching eyes are drown in tears

 ~~~

my throat cries out a silent scream

you beat me down until i bleed

 ~~~

your hands sway softly on my skin

then scratch it, bite it, coming in

~~~

you grap my hair, now kiss me hard

i try to keep my mind apart

~~~

so many hours seem to pass

i resigned now lay on the grass

~~~

when will you stop do things to me?

why do you love this cruelty?

~~~

i see the edge, i want to hide

your smile above, i break inside

~~~

i close my eyes, try to be brave

the ending is a rotten grave

 

 

 

du bist das lied,
das mich schlafen legt,
und der trost
der mir all meine schmerzen nimmt.

du bist der weg,
der mich nach hause bringt
und die sterne
die mir leuchten wenn die nach mich umringt

du bist das herz,
das im rhytmus schlägt
und der atem
der mein leben weiter trägt

du bist der wind
so sanft und warm
streifst einen  schauer
meine haut entlang

und wenn ich geh,
dreh ich mich 1000 mal zurück.
zu dir
und wenn ich ich geh,
wein ich 1000 mal
mal das ich dich
nicht verlier

du bist mein schatten,
mein licht,
mein herz zerbricht
und doch nicht
ich finde meinen weg zur dir

 

 

He feels so lonley,

but her picture is still on his wall.

 

(he loves her

he hates her)

 

He's walking trough the night,

and sees her face everywhere

 

(he loves her,

he hates her)

 

He is still waiting,

for her to come back

 

(he loves her,

he hates her)

 

but he thinks, she's the one,

who makes him crazy makes him sad

 

(he loves her,

he hates her)

 

But when he meets her down the street,

inside hes falling down on his knees,

he can't believe, she's still so sweet

like fantasy

but when she's cold as ice to him

acts more than poisen, more than a sin

he loves her

he hates her...

 

This is my story, and i cry it to the night,

sometimes migth be hard, sometimes feels so right

once there was love, but time was passing by

and changed our lives

 

you always told me that we schould go on

but still i saw you always on the run

and there was nothing we could do anymore...

'n i said

 

i love you

i hate you

i need you

i don't want you

 

You broke up, and it was like beating me

and still i can see you laughing in my dream

and there is nothing we could do anymore...

 

 

I feel so lonley,

but her picture is still on my wall.

 

(he loves her

he hates her)

 

I'm walking trough the night,

and sees her face everywhere

 

(he loves her,

he hates her)

 

I'm is still waiting,

for her to come back

 

(he loves her,

he hates her)

 

but I think, she's the one,

who makes me crazy makes me sad

 

(he loves her,

he hates her)

 

But when I meet her down the street,

inside I'm falling down on my knees,

I can't believe, she's still so sweet

like fantasy

but when she's cold as ice to me

I think of this boy inside of me

he loves her

  he hates her...