ERZENG3L__ , 18

Every second. Every minute. Every hour. Every day.  It never ends. 

I've said it once, I've said it twice, I’ve said it a thousand fucking times.
That I'm okay, that I'm fine, that it’s all just in my mind.
Addiction's got the best of me, and I can’t seem to sleep.
It’s not 'cause you’re not with me! It 'cause you never leave!
You say this is suicide? I say this is a war.
And I'm losing the battle, man down!, man down! Oh!
This is what you call love? This is a war! I can't win!